Friday, January 23, 2009

roommates...

It is 1:30am and I would LOVE to be sleeping right now.  Instead I am stuck in a hotel room with 3 roommates--1 of whom is actively snoring a symphony.  I have woken her up a few times now and it just isn't working so...

I am in Lawrence, KS at the Kennedy Center American College Theater Festival and I hate it.  I have wanted to go to ACTF for 9 years now, and I have honestly not enjoyed any of it so far.  I keep looking for a redeemable quality and perhaps it's there, but I haven't found it.  

Maybe it's because I like living alone and that isn't happening!  Or maybe it's because competitive art is the bunch of crap I have always said it is.  Or maybe its because I was totally disrespected publicly by my boss.  Either way, for me, the only way to do ACTF is from home, when it's nothing but fun phone calls and updates once a day.  I am so not repeating this adventure again.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Nikki doesn't smoke anymore.

I've gotten through the headaches, cravings and bloated body/metabolism drop stuff over the past few weeks.

I feel like I can finally announce that I've quit because I feel like I really have this time.

Wish me luck when school starts again!