It's different though because I haven't been up here since Ben and I broke up. This city is full of so many memories. Pulling off the band-aid all over again... When will it stop? Will this ever get easier? Please?
The summer so far has been devoted to Hooferjackal and A.S.S--the Active Summer (of gettin') Sexy! I am trying to reclaim my health and disclaim the 20 lbs I have gained this year. It is a long, slow, hard, disheartening road. But I'm glad I'm on it. I feel like it will help me get back to me--all of me, the good me--at last after the last months of perpetually feeling at a loss or just totally lost. So far I have gone back to Hot Yoga, Hot Yoga Sculpt, kettlebell, Reformer Pilates, Hip Hop class, and basic elliptical cardio work. I am on a 7 workout a week schedule for 3 weeks now. 4 lbs gone but not much noticeable progress...frustrating! But I am going to stick with it and see it through. It's really important to me.
that's all for now I suppose...
much love...
1 comment:
keep up the good work, baby!
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