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The other day God said to me, "The love in you is what fuels the universe. So every moment you choose to love, you are giving energy to everyone on the planet. See why it's important to love?" And I answered God by loving you even more.

Kelli's friend, Emily, wrote this on her blog six months ago and today I understood it.  I had a day of missing Ben, in between some really wonderful times and belly laughs with dear ones.  We were talking about love and about hurt and about all of that namby-pamby stuff in between.  I am having a hard time totally letting go...mainly because I've let go and forgiven all the bad and am only remembering all the good.  This doesn't change the fact that Ben and I don't work together healthily--but it makes it hard to remember why sometimes.  

So I've decided that maybe the best thing to do with all of this left-over love I have, I just spread it out to anyone who needs it.  First come, first serve.  Can you feel it?